10 Feb, 2012 - 8:24 am |
I think I have paid the ultimate price for a CH Sufferer, after 10 years with my wife she has decided that we need to Seperate. I am hoping that after the next surgery things will get back to normal and we can sort everything out. The good thing is that our 2 girls are staying with me. My eldest who is 9 has been helping with the injections, she is able to push the plunger down for me. Now all i need to do is get her to put the actual needle into my butt. I can do it in my bottom but it is quite difficult and my arms have too much scar tissue from using them all the time. I need to get he to use my BUTT for them now.
My wife said that she will still come to my appointments and take me to hospital when i go in but unfortunately she will be staying at least 30 mins away. The CH's weren't the only reason for the split but it is the main contributing factor. I can understand where she is coming from, it's not easy for anybody who is the supporter of a CH patient but it was something that i was not expecting. We will try to work it out but with my surgery coming up some time soon i need to be stress free so as not to become ill in some way because they will not do the surgery and i will have to wait even longer.
I can't keep up with the high doses of Opiates that i am on and when i do stop the withdrawal is going to be hell as i have done it before, i will keep you informed as to what is going on.
Matt
Silent Planet
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