28 Feb, 2012 - 3:23 pm |
I have been getting terrible headaches for a while now, the furthest back I can remember the chronic pain is prior to my HSC. I remember waking with agonising pain, always on the left side (even now). I remember the pain lasting on and off for weeks, only attaining relief during winter and mid-summer. I remember feeling like hell, and never thought twice about it. I suppose I got so used to it I just assumed it was a part of life that most people go through.
It takes a lot for me to take pain killers of any kind; but when one of these headaches hits, nothing will help (off prescription, anyway). I have gone through ibuprofen, paracetamol, codeine, dissolvable aspirin, reaching 900mg of aspirin without even denting the pain.
There have been several occurrences in the last year where I have seriously considered driving myself to the hospital, when the pain has peaked. It has made me wonder on several occasions if unconsciousness (or worse) is the only way to stop the pain.
It has only been in the last six months that I finally reached the last straw, now in my second year of a demanding University course, I forced my way into an after hours doctor just to try and find some relief. The doctor determined it was nothing more than a migraine, and injected me with sumitriptan. THAT helped, albeit it made me fairly loopy.
Following the trip to the emergency doctor, I revisited my GP and explained the severe, sudden pain that feels like a screwdriver covered with acid is being shoved into my eye, flowing down into my teeth and jaw, that occurs early morning/on waking, on one side behind my eye, that will not respond to any over the counter medicines, that can last for hours with only brief minutes of relief, that always occur spring and autumn, like clockwork, and the random runny nose that will occur out of no where and disappear just as quickly as it appeared.
The diagnosis I received was: migraine. I disagree with this. Migraine sufferers respond to codeine, to triptans. Migraine sufferers can sleep the pain away, experience nausea, light and sound sensitivity. Migraine sufferers can predict their headaches with auras. I can only predict mine through "twinges" or "shadows"- painless, uncomfortable pinches throughout the left side of my head.
I wish I could sleep, but unfortunately that just aggravates the headache, as does any bending or laying down motion.
I have asked my doctor why she thinks it's migraine, not cluster headaches, that I suffer from. She said that I should have brief, noticeable absences of pain- hours pain-free and seconds/minutes of pain- not hours. And the headache would more likely jump to the other side during a cluster attack. Plus statistics- I am female. I mentioned the rhythmic appearance of the headaches, the sharp pain behind my eye, the absence of classic migraine diagnostic criteria. She still sways to migraine.
I am not a Doctor (yet), but I feel she could be mistaken. I can't convey how excruciating the pain is, words barely do it justice. I have resigned to keeping a headache diary, and resigned to the idea that I may have to wait years for the evidence to become more revealing.
Presently, I am on a dosage of 1.5mg pizotifen taken before bed, and 2.5mg zolmitriptan (which I find useless) for the headaches.
I was previously on verapamil 160mg SR as a preventative, I had mixed results. I stopped this very recently (8/2/12) and have had another 2-3 major attacks since (after one of the attacks, during a pain free period, I took eletriptan which seemed to prevent any reoccurrence that day).
I had about a month (give or take) without any major (cluster type) headaches prior to stopping the verapamil. A few tension headaches from dealing with Insurance companies, but no excruciating ones.
I am under a lot of chronic stress, and my doctor has attributed these headaches to my subconscious suffering (consciously I deal with it via SSRI use).
I wanted to share my story in the hopes of receiving some feedback, some insight into these horrible headaches. I really am sick of writing off an entire day from the shadow that lurks on waking. I do not believe these are migraines (I have never felt anything so painful), but I would like to hear what other people and other sufferers make of this.
I have considered getting a second opinion from another doctor, but most around my location have closed their books
- REDThis post was edited on 28/02/2012 at 3:25 pm
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