24 Feb, 2014 - 10:30 pm |
Firstly, thank you to everyone who contributes to this amazing site. The information contained within this site is by far the best culmination of real events and data that I have come across and without the effort, dedication and commitment from everyone involved with this site, we would not have a place to go to feel heard or understood.
I have been suffering for 8 years now, usually averaging 2 cylcles per year (10-12 week cycles) and I often jump onto this site to review new posts, treatments and I guess in a way, as bad as it sounds, to know that I am not alone when suffering from these horrendous attacks.
The reason I have elected to write a post this time is that my current cycle (which started in November last year) is killing me and I am trying to find ways to deal with the pain. I am getting 4 severe clusters every night, and the last couple of weeks they have been that bad that I have actually been sick from the sheer pain. For the last 3-4 weeks my clusters have been occuring at 11.30pm, 1.30am, 5.00am and 7.00am. I try everything from hot showers, heatbags, ice packs, excessive amounts of water, magnesium & calcium tablets, disprin (3x), oxygen, pain away and the list goes on ... if you turned me upside down Im sure i would rattle !!!
Im averaging about 3 hours sleep a night which is not good when I have a full time job as a BDM and expected to be on the road at 8.30am each workday. My bosses dont understand what im dealing with which makes it incredibly hard to continue achieving expectations when I am so exhausted and just want to sleep. Ive even referred them to this website but i really dont think they understand just how horrific and debilitating these headaches can be.
As far as medication goes I take isoptin 80mg twice in the morning and twice at night. Ive been doing this for 8 years and lately dont even think i should bother as it doesnt seem to block anything ... I was prescibed imigran for my last cycle and it worked by reducing the cluster attacks down to about 15-20 minutes, but this cycle the imigran 20mg nasal spray, which I take at the onset of the cluster, is taking 30 minutes for the cluster to subside (better than 45-90 minutes) but still a hell of a lot of pain to go through before the imigran kicks in. On a scale of 1-10 the last couple of weeks would be consistently averaging an 8-9 with the occasional 10 which nearly makes me pass out.
I have been to my GP recently and have a referral to a neurologist in Sydney so will be arranging an appointment soon.
Im sitting on the lounge waiting for the next attack to start. I think i have about 15 minutes so im just waiting for the next night of hell. So tired and just want to sleep but i know thats not going to happen, the shadows have been fairly intense today so im expecting a repeat performance.
Ive read up on the majority of posts relating to lack of GP knowledge, Neurologists that dont know what to prescribe, types of treatment; ie, lithium, steroids, etc. The frustration is that its all so hit and miss and the side effects for long term use with a lot of the drugs out there are concerning, so not really eager to shove something else into the equation. Apart from imigran, nothing else seems to work.
Anyway, just wanted to say thank you again and if anyone has any suggestions regarding pain management I would be grateful.
Cheers,
Nat
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